Worst of Worst!

Just a normal day for everyone, but it was a moody day for me.

I know there must be a reason!

What is/are the reason(s)?

I have been rejected by Edelman PR Worldwide. 

This is not the main reason which put me into moody status but is the main stimulus which evoked my emotional. Hmmm.... =(

Why do I need to feel sad when I was rejected by Edelman? It was only the 6th choice in my list which chosen randomly! 

Huh....

I think I knew the reason.

The reason was my capability.

I went through 2 interviews. 

Is the interview hard? Yes, definitely. By the way, what is the reason I can't pass it but others pass it so easily?

Finally, I get to understand one theory which is "Good academic result won't bring you to a good company, and good company won't choose you by your academic result." So, why I still hard working for getting good result? Do I need to study or just depends on fate for everything? Is all about fate! If you are lucky enough, you may get your desired company and easily get to work in that company. If is in bad luck, you can't even has an interview chance! This is my friend, Siau Li situation! Not fair for her. T_T

Ya! I participated in 2 interviews but I failed it! 

I just feel so depress on it! 

Not to put the blame on the company but I should bare the responsibilities! 

I'm not capable enough! 

I'm not prepared to go into the industry!

I'm wasting Ms Lim SS effort to arrange my interview session! 

I'm the WORST OF WORST! T_T

Internship Interview

Date: 10 Jan 2012

Time: 3p.m. - 6.15p.m.
Venue: Edelman PR Worldwide Sdn Bhd Office (The Boulevard, Mid Valley City )
Interviewer: Ms Erica Loh
Interviewee: M3

Huh!

The first interview in year 2012.

The interview has been conducted in a quite relax (cool) condition but I still can feel that I'm so nervous =.=

Interviewer, Ms Erica is a very nice person. Her face and her style just like Ms Chan leh! Haha ^_^

In this interview, I learned a lot from the advices given by Ms Erica. 

She told me that, English is an essential element to survive in PR field. Actually, I'm quite agree with her point of view because PR field all about the communication among the media, organization and also clients as well. During the time she was giving her advices, she reminds me of Ms Winny Liew. Ms Liew always tell us that we should improve our English through reading and speaking during Diploma. Now, Ms Erica just gave the same advice with Ms Liew. I miss U ah Ms Liew <3

Other than that, Ms Erica also said that I'm lacking of current affairs knowledge and actually this knowledge can create the topics between the clients with us. Therefore, she advised me to read news to keep myself up to trend and know more about the issues around me. Yeah! This definitely is my big big big weakness! OMG!

Since I started my college, I am getting lesser and lesser to consume other media such as newspaper and television or radio. 

Haiz.... 

But, when came to KL for Advanced Diploma, the situation getting worse! I'm totally be "isolated" from newspaper because Dad is not here to buy newspaper! Funny reason right! Haha! (Coz im still read newspapers once a week during Diploma life while I went back to Ipoh!) 

Oh No Oh No! This can't be the excuse! I should start to read online news! I promise U, I will make it as my habit! Okay? =)

Hmm....

I'm so depressed now... Because I'm worrying the result of this interview.. Not confident enough to pass the interview leh...I'm just feeling myself so useless... T_T

But, think it in another way. There is nothing lost even I'm not get into the company but in contrary, I learned something during the interview session! Perhaps, I'm not prepare to get into the society yet. 

If I really failed in this interview, I should stay at college to do assignments or continue to get other alternative intern choice? Hmm... Need serious consideration <3

悲啊~~~

这几天，心里一直忐忑不安。 *考试嘛*

到了这一天，我终于明白了。

读完了，明白了，了解了。

但不代表你能在考试中发挥的淋漓尽致。

“全老师”的科目，我挂了T^T

对不起阿。

前一天还打扰你了。

考完试出来，我都快飙泪了。

只好快快的回家，以免别人看见我哭=(

但是，回到家，我真的很想大哭！

我才发觉，当你伤心到极点，心痛到不行，你是哭不出泪。

欲哭无泪啊~~~~

这真的是我人生中少数发生的T_T

过完整个考试，我需要考虑考虑，我是否还应该继续读。

是时候，考虑了 =)

What's wrong with M3?

Fuck!!!

What's wrong with M3?

As usual, lack of time.

Haiz.

This is a norm (for m3)

Q: Why do I say so?

A: Because this situation happen in the past 7sems of my Diploma life.

Q: What are you talking about?

A: I am talking about my today English exam paper. =(

SAD!

I have not enough time to do my paper.

Why? Why? Why?

I found that my time management really suck.

It happen for almost 3years and yet I doing nothing to prevent it to happen again.

I told myself have to manage the time well and allocate reasonable time slot for different questions.

End up, the planning just mess up!

Suck!

My problem! 

My problem!

My problem!

Definitely, I don't wish to continue this bad habit.

But, what can I do? 

Really have to find out the reasons of lack of time?

Is there any other reasons brought me to this problem?

Perhaps, my handwriting too big? 

XD

Perhaps, my writing speed too slow?

XD

Opps! 

Is possible! Is possible!

The First Individual Presentation

My Individual Presentation. 
(Barely smile and piggy lips)



Opps!

This is an English Presentation.

Therefore, I decided to write this post in English language <3

Hmm....

Presentation is just a normal thing for M3.

How to say is normal?

It just like kind of activity which I will do it over and over again but just in different semester, in different content, in different locations, presented in front of different audiences.

Ya, I used to it.

But!

This English presentation really suck!

Perhaps my classmate may think that my singing really nice.

But actually, I know that I can do better than that.

Apart of my singing part, the main problem is my speech!

I can't really accept that my speech was prepared in long hours but I just can't get familiar with it!

HOW CAN????!!!!!!

Am I nervous? YES!!!

Am I getting old? YES!!!

Am I lost my memory stick in my brain? PERHAPS!!!

I just can't remember what I have prepared in my conclusion!

I just repeating the same idea and same meaning sentences!

Oh My Fucking Gosh!!!!

Haiz~~~~~~~~~~

Then, while hearing the comments, I only realized that while I'm presenting, I tend to pronounce all the words in "sssssss" sound.

@@

NOW I ONLY REALIZED!

But, actually that is good for me to know it.

At least, I won't repeat the same mistake.

Thanks Ms Melissa Lee.

But, she also told me that my content not good enough because I had only mentioned that the general information of Celine Dion but there is nothing highlighted.

She told me this indirectly.

I get it. T^T

This called ADVANCED DIPLOMA LEVEL.

I must used to it and improve myself.

Other people can do it, I can do it!
In addition, I want to do it better than the other people!

习惯

我习惯了！

我可以告诉你吗？

我习惯了！

=.=

我习惯了有你的存在！

你这个朋友真的是令我无言啊~~~

不过！

我还是相信自己可以“UN-习惯”你！

哈哈哈

^_^

《那些年 我们一起追的女孩》

26/11/2011 星期六

Weeee~~~~
等了好久。。。终于看了。。。
《那些年 我们一起追的女孩》

这是一部超级搞笑却又写实的戏。
在这部戏上映之前，它早已经成为人人口中的话题了。
这部戏源至于一本书，是名作者“九把刀”的书。
以前中学时期，有看过九把刀的书；他真的真的写得好好哦。
故事的源头是九把刀的爱情故事；
而把这个故事制作成电影的，就是台湾偶像剧的始祖---> 柴智屏
女主角的名字是陈妍希 ----- 饰演 沈佳怡^_^

在戏里，Ta是中学男子们心目中的女神。
别说男生啦，我也觉得Ta越看越漂亮<3
Ta是个很勤劳做功课，读书的乖女孩。
后来认识了景腾，就变的不一样了。
Ta不再只是读书了。
Ta为他补习，教导。
沈佳怡真的好独立，成熟 ^_^
Ta真的好漂亮。。。





男主角的名字是柯振东 ----- 饰演 柯景腾^_^

在戏里，Ta是一个坏学生。
在班上，都在做别的事（18X）=.=
都不上课听书。
在一次捣蛋中，被一位老师命令与沈佳怡一起温习等等，一切的改变就开始了。
Ta从一个看不起用功读书的人，变成一个用功读书的人。。。
Ta爱打架，不斯文，但是很MAN <3
自从爱上了沈佳怡，他变了。



这部戏的结局，看了，我是很心酸。。。
根本想不到看着自己心爱的人嫁给别人那种心情。。。
就像你看着你最爱的人，和别人一起。
你能接受吗？
都快替男主角流泪咯。。。
不过，也有句话说的非常对^_^
“你不一定要拥有你最心爱的人；只要你看着他幸福快乐，你已经很满足了！”
是很对啊。也很酸T^T
爱情的感觉，想到了“他”。。。
除了悲伤与感动，当然还有许多欢笑呀^_^
友情真的让我想起中学,学院有一群朋友，戏里真的反映了事实，好怀念哦<3

一开始，我是没有很想看这部戏。
因为花钱去看小品，觉得就很浪费钱。
不过这股《那些年》的潮流，真的吹得太猛了。
决定去看了，可是两次都预定不到票=.=
今天！终于和朋友去看这部戏了。
p/s: 其实是他很想看。。。哈哈哈 （又把罪名推在他身上XD）
也是我看过最贵的一部戏，RM16 for couple seat @@
*TGV --> 你可以再卖贵点！*
最巧的是，竟然跟晓丽和龙大哥在同一间戏院看戏，回家搭电梯遇见我才懂，实在太巧了LOL

《经典录语》

爱情，要及时说出口；不然，错过了，就成为一辈子的遗憾；
友情，要时时保持联络；不然，错过了，就失去一位一辈子的依靠。
这部戏，也教会我，真的要享受学生生活。
不要读死书，也要懂得和朋友创写灿烂的校园日子，要珍惜身边的人（朋友和爱人）。


p/s: 有个观点，本人不太赞同。
暧昧或许真的太美好，会让人永远踏不出下一步，宁可享受当下；
但是这会让爱你的另一半离开，因为或许他想要的就是踏实的在一起^_^
（纯粹本人想法^_*）